i am not as genius as him, i am not as clever as him, i am not as smart as him, i am not as intelligent as him, i am not as good as him.
can i be as good as him? can i be as intelligent as him?
can be as positive as him?
the fact is that,
i don't understand myself.
who am i?
where is my identity?
where is 'me'?
where is that 'person' inside me?
where are you, Nornajiha?
where is your Soul, Nornajiha?
why you're still alive?
aren't you dead?
aren't you dead when you're 3 years old?
what happen to you when you collapsed on the ground, hardly, when you got hit by the heavy metal gate?
that gate killed you. but why you stil alive?